Oh God, Where art thou?

"Oh God, where art thou?"

pastel on paper

12" by 18"

detail

There are days where I am lost.  

Lost in myself.  

I can't look beyond; I can't feel Your presence.  Yet even when I can't feel You and am still in Your will, Your presence feels far from home.  However, You never leave my side, you never leave me at all.  You are always there shinning down on me, watching me, loving me.  I may be lost in the absence and nothingness, but where can I go from Your spirit oh Lord?